This is for Char Scott an amazing woman who left this earth too soon. Char was one of my sorority sisters, she was the admin for our sorority, but she was so much more than that. She was the sweetest, nicest person i even knew in Gamma Sig. She is the reason i am still active. She will be dearly missed by her family, by our sorority and by me.

Rest in Peace Char
Rest in Peace

weight... it has always been a touchy subject....
i know i dont write too much in my blog about my thoughts on stuff but today i was moved to

its not easy being a fat person in the USA.... espcially a fat woman...
i know thin women have their issues... but i dont think they can fully understand the pain, and tormenet most fat kids went through. And that pain runs deep.... some of us over come it
some of us don't... and while folks think its funny and cute to laugh, poke fun, and dog out fat people... let me tell you that shit aint funny...
just because a person is larger than normal does not mean we dont have feelings.... so you can keep your lil snide ass comments to your self...
I personall have over come the "ugly" self image that was imprinted on my brain as a child because i was a fat kid... i did not start fat... i was thin once.. i think it was a wends. in 1980 lol
but i have spent most of my life fat... and until i was about 25 i was ashamed and felt like i owed the world an apology for it... i could have easily killed my self and been much happier
but that was not the answer to my problems.... I had to learn to accept me for me.... the Fluffy Diva i am *my brother calls me that lol *

So in a world who is dying to be thin.... we all need to take a step back and relaize its not that deep and to be comfy with the skin we are in... because big, small and all that is inbetween we all need to love who we are....

sorry for rambling on and on lol

555: hello
06: hello
555: mmm, u are so sexy
06: thanks
555: may I ask a question?
06: sure
555: do u do escort services?
06: no
555: iam sorry to bother u
555: but iam intrested to have an escort
555: bye
06: oh lawd
555: are u living in the nearby?
06: no i live in baltimore
555: oh i see
555: but realy iam very intrested with u
555: u are very sexy
555: if u dont mind i may come to u in baltimore
06: sorry i dont know you like that
555: actually i am a businessman from Kuwait
555: and i look to have good time
06: check the yellow pages for an escort
555: iam sorry again
555: bye


wtf? trolling for a good time on the net... you are barking up the wrong tree....
push on playa push on

Gay folks took over??? Dave Chappell is a nut lol

Listen to this too funny

what the hell...
do you just randomly im people with this message?

LOOSER: Hello.. I am a male 43, engineer. 5' 6", live and work in md/dc area. I have a 2 masters deggree. I am originally from India but have lived here all my life. I make over 110,000 per year but still down to earth, tursthworthy, frank, to the point, yet romantic. I believe in giving and taking respect.Looking for a down to earth yet open minded friend. If you would like, you can contact me at Looser@yahoo.com

is that amount suposed to impress me that he makes 110,000 per year lol

this is just sad just sad lol
beyond sad lol


BUZZ!!!
me: yes
lonlyness4u: darling can i hold u once plzz
lonlyness4u: lonlyness4u: plzz tel me
me: no
lonlyness4u: why..? plzz give me permissiom plz
me: lol
me: no
lonlyness4u: plzz
lonlyness4u: i like ur breasts so i want u once hold tightly plzz BUZZ!!!

http://sigep.utm.edu/scrapbook/albums/2005/steppin2005.wmv

wow

*sigh* can you tell i dont have enough to do some days
here we go again

rich_long14: hey there
6: hello
rich_long14: How u doing??
6: i am fine how are you
rich_long14: Good thanks...So whats up with u today??
6: work lol
6: what about you
rich_long14: The same...trying to take it easy though
6: lol i wish lol


rich_long14: Do u like white men??
6: lol
6: never dated one before
6: i would have to meet one i clicked with
rich_long14: ic....So u think u could handle a white man though??...lol
6: lol
6: handle a white man uh i guess
rich_long14: lol....Just checking....
rich_long14: Cause u know .....we work it..
6: naw i didnt know that
rich_long14: Now u know Boo
6: uh i guess
6: the proof is in the pudding so to speak
6: and being with me is more than just sex
rich_long14: There is more to everyone than just sex Boo...I am not all about sex...I am just very sexual I guess u could say
6: humm ok
rich_long14: Are u not a sexual person??
6: yes i am but i dont talk about sex that easy
rich_long14: I can respect that....I am just an open person
6: ok thats fine
rich_long14: Must have been awhile since u got some...lol
6: nope
6: dont assume
rich_long14: lol....Ok
6: i dont talk about sex with people i dont know
rich_long14: No white meat though.......lol
6: uh no i only date black men currently
rich_long14: Then u are missing out Boo
6: humm if you say so
6: and what makes yall so different?
rich_long14: How we take pride in pleasing our woman..it isn't all about us
6: and black men dont do that
rich_long14: Most don't
rich_long14: especially in bed from what I am told
6: humm i will be sure to pass that on to my two brothers
rich_long14: lol...U do that
6: well i am going to go before i cuss you out bye

ok i dont know what the hell some of these men think they have in their pants that is so special that they can make some stupid ass assumptions but damn stop asking me if i am in to white men
sheesh.....
i am going to start getting mean and nasty when that question is posed next time

see this is what i can not take is sick men who pray on childern

onlee_4_uuu: howz ya doin
06: i am find how are you
onlee_4_uuu: i m doin good... thanx
onlee_4_uuu: may i know ur asl?
06: its in my profile
06: but i am 31 female and baltimore
onlee_4_uuu: dear i m in office.. & ur profile says Adults conent
06: there is nothing wrong with my profile
onlee_4_uuu: yeah i know
06: i put in adult content to keep most kids away
onlee_4_uuu: but i cant open it as ADULT is blocked
onlee_4_uuu: lol
onlee_4_uuu: y..sometimes kids r pleasurable too
06: yuck
06: i dont date childern
06: that is just nasty
onlee_4_uuu: heheh
onlee_4_uuu: but i luv gals from age 15 -45
onlee_4_uuu:
06: any thing underage is illegal
onlee_4_uuu: recently i dated a filipino gal age 16
onlee_4_uuu: yeah i know
onlee_4_uuu: but everythign happens with consent
onlee_4_uuu: so wot u work as?
06: that is just sick
06: bye
onlee_4_uuu: cmon
onlee_4_uuu: does that mean that i cant go to a bar
onlee_4_uuu: when a gal of 16 is a waitress
onlee_4_uuu: did i say i had intercourse with her?????????
onlee_4_uuu: byeeeee if u dont wana talk
06: hell naw i dont want to talk to your sick ass
06: that is a child
06: you sick bastard
onlee_4_uuu: dear
onlee_4_uuu: we dated
onlee_4_uuu: we dated means we had dinner together.. we kissed & dats it
onlee_4_uuu: y u gals always thing dat everythign ends up with SEXXXXXXXX
onlee_4_uuu: BTW .. i dont like to have sex with skinny gal
onlee_4_uuu: i luv voluptous womens
onlee_4_uuu: neway i'll leave thinkin that u too might be skinny
onlee_4_uuu: bye

*** Message (#28) from M at 19:18 ***>sure you want to hear? *blush*


** Message (#36) from M at 19:20 ***>well, it was the skin color contrast....seeing my white c**k disappear insider>her......white c*m on her skin....WOW....

Message eXpressRecipient : M
uh thats interesting never heard that one before

*** Message (#44) from M at 19:23 ***>did those ideas offend you?

Message eXpressRecipient : M
nope not at all just interesting



ok i know i bring things on my self sometimes....i did this time too but i thought it was funny cause this guy who is not black said dating black women was exotic *rolls eyes* exotic my ass lol
poo dont have no color in the dark...

ok this man is just too fine for words....

http://img222.exs.cx/img222/1624/llcoolj2um.jpg

i had to post this.. it is too funny

http://www.glumbert.com/media/dancewhiteboy.html

6: look at this

6: My names , Im a hardass brotha from . If you like hardbodys, a cool hair due, and a no bs attitude, lets chat.
I use a free webcam service, links below (just verify your age and you should be able to find me in there pretty easily im always on)Lets have some fun baby! Since you are in $from, maybe we could even meetup afterwards, we will talk about it in there i guess. pz
linkhere:zanoilt.com/

wonder: o.k.

6: what the hell

wonder: FA***T!!!!

6: lol

6: his webcam site says i am big, black and love to talk smack on the web

wonder: do what ever you it is you like on cam

6: Bottom line, Im big black and love to talk smack on the webcam baby! Its fun loving for everyone! Come check me out! Click here to access me and thousands others

wonder: DLB *LOL*

wonder: next thing you know he tryign to shove a dildo up his ass and call you daddy *ROTFL*

6: lol

wonder: i am just saying

wonder: no straight heterosexual male does not shit like that

6: lol

6: that shit was funny

6: thats the 2nd message i got like that

6: i think i might blog them

wonder: if your goonna blog it, you have to put my comment *LOL*

6: lol

6: yeah

Today i was sent on a mission by my boss to Upper Marsomthing, MD
Well i was on my way back to work on the blue line train, i was crocheting in one of the seats
near the door. This guy gets on and i am like wtf is that in his pants... Why were his pants
so tight that you could see the out line of somethings on him... i was sitting having to do a double take because i know i didnt see what i thought i saw... i wanted to fall out laughing and tell him you need to adjust your self or maybe you want it like that or better yet put some underwear on lol
I wanted to laugh so bad my eyes started to water... woohoo that was funny...
well i figured since my eye balls were assulted today i would make every one else suffer too lol

ok this one is X-RATED
but it was too funny not to put up... mind i don know dude and this is the first note he sent me:


message
I know this may be too much for you but Im gonna tell it like this. I already expressed my love of eating pussy and yes I would love to have you in bed screaming (and I do mean this literally) my name. I know your pussy is nice and juicy and you seek a guy like me thats well informed on the womans anatomy to really please you I have always believed that foreplay plays the biggest role in whether your gonna have great sex or average so I guess you can say I`m a bit of a tease. I love to taste and I would love to start off teasing your nipples making a big circle around the outside of your breast slowly taking my time tasting your sweet flesh in my mouth as my tongue circling around the outer portion of your breast when I have completed the circle I start to make it smaller and smaller swirling right up to your nipple. I want you to anticipate me working this gentle soft tongue on your nipple but when I reach your nipples I STOP! I start slowly around your other breast using the same technique with a couple of variations like Im nibbling and sucking and taking my time to really enjoy you but as soon as I reach that nipple I stop. Touch to me means everthing as well can you imagine me sliding my tongue barely brushing it against your nipple almost as if a feather was rubbing it. Can you feel these lips around your nipples slowly slurping on them! Im very vocal so I would probably tell you how I want to suck those titties and gently carress them with my lips. I want to feel the hardness in my mouth as I lick suck and nibble on them. I slowly work my way down your body with gentle soft kisses on your belly button your toes behind the knee as I slide this tongue down your thighs kissing caressing you I can smell the faintness of your pussy getting hot. I spread your legs open wider and start to kiss your inner thigh and as I work my way down there the tip of my tongue accidently slips and touches your awaiting clit. Im gonna finish this story so you can see that Im no joke. When I stopped I was kissing those thighs taking my time and caressing them running my fingers gently across the back of your thigh while sucking and nibbling. I can see the juices flowing out of your pussy while you moan in anticipation of my tongue lapping at it. I know you want me to suck that clit but I just ignore you as you try to push my head between those lips. I fight back the eagerness inside of me to lick you until you cum! I want you to build up more I want it so that when you cum it will last every bit of 10mins. I after I think you`ve had enough I take the tip of my tongue and brush it between those pussy lips as I work my way up to your clit. The first touch on the head of that clit I want it to be gentle but yet firm like a feather running across it. Just then I hear you let out one of those most distinct moans I have ever heard. I slowly start to work my tongue across that clit back and forth just hitting the nub and with every caress from my tongue your moans become more increased and louder with every stroke. I want to taste that sweet pussy so I work my way down between those sweet pussy lips sucking on them one by one slurping and making my way down to that dripping pussy hole. I methodically start to drink your pussy juices as they spill out of your pussy, sliding this thick ass tongue from your asshole to your pussy hole where I circle around that pussy until your ready for me to slide this long fat tongue inside you. I slide in the tip of my tongue and you start moaning more increasingly then I slide in some more. Now I can really taste the sweetness deep in side of you as I start to lap it up before it runs out of your pussy. I slide my tongue all the way in now and wiggle it around inside and start to tongue fuck you. I go back up to that hard clit and i wrap these lips around it and start stroking it until you scream IM ABOOUUTT TOO CUUUUUUUMMMMMM#%@ and I tell you I want you to cum all in my mouth!! I tell you to sit that sweet pussy on my face. Then I slide this tongue deep inside you as you grind your pussy all over my face I wrap my mouth around your pussy and start rapidly pushing this tongue against your clit Thats when I hear you scream "IM GONNA CUMMM@#! Just then I wrap this mouth around that pussy tight and felt the warmth of your juices fill my mouth as I hastily sucked it all up!

-D You can call me at*yeah he left is number* later on tonight.

Oh yeah i am gonna call you right now cause i just cant wait to let some strange man lick me.. yup sure am.... lol

my hunny told me i should do this since i dont blog much
post up all the silly bp notes i get...
so sit back and enjoy

Hi there. Nice profile. I just joined and was lookign to find someone to chill with, have fun and hang out with and have sex with too. I mean if we click all this would happen and I was hoping we can get to know each other moreI am not seeking a girlfriend just a close friend with benefits. I dont have a pic up yet but you can check out my page for some more info.and if you are down then call me at *yeah he left is #*
Rico

Now what the hell makes you think i want to be your fuck buddy? You get snaps for being honest but damn.... it aint my cup of tea...

next

HEY WUZ UP I WONDER HOW GOOD U TASTE>?

wtf? how fucking rude.... was he expecting a response to that note?
i hope not

WHAT THE HELL

Why are some men obesssed with their penis? and how big it is?
why did some lil boy ask me if I wanted to watch him suck some dude penis
that was 11" wtf?
you know is silly butt went on igg...
the power of the igg button.. I love it

etie06: fucking forginers
etie06: if they ask one more fucking time why i am not married
etie06: iam gonna scream
etie06: doyou know some nicca from africa was like call me
etie06: wtf? are you on crack boy?
wonder: *LOL*
etie06: call fucking africa
etie06: you need you head examined
wonder: *LOL*
etie06: i mean i aint calling dc alot
etie06: let alone africa
etie06: that is not on my free nights and weekends
etie06: shidd
etie06: i need to add this to my blog lol
wonder: *LOL*