weight... it has always been a touchy subject....
i know i dont write too much in my blog about my thoughts on stuff but today i was moved to

its not easy being a fat person in the USA.... espcially a fat woman...
i know thin women have their issues... but i dont think they can fully understand the pain, and tormenet most fat kids went through. And that pain runs deep.... some of us over come it
some of us don't... and while folks think its funny and cute to laugh, poke fun, and dog out fat people... let me tell you that shit aint funny...
just because a person is larger than normal does not mean we dont have feelings.... so you can keep your lil snide ass comments to your self...
I personall have over come the "ugly" self image that was imprinted on my brain as a child because i was a fat kid... i did not start fat... i was thin once.. i think it was a wends. in 1980 lol
but i have spent most of my life fat... and until i was about 25 i was ashamed and felt like i owed the world an apology for it... i could have easily killed my self and been much happier
but that was not the answer to my problems.... I had to learn to accept me for me.... the Fluffy Diva i am *my brother calls me that lol *

So in a world who is dying to be thin.... we all need to take a step back and relaize its not that deep and to be comfy with the skin we are in... because big, small and all that is inbetween we all need to love who we are....

sorry for rambling on and on lol